Desperation
All of the luster of a Friday afternoon
before a weekend with absolutely no obligation - gone
culminating into a bloodstained Sunday
a sleepless dark circled Monday looming overhead
God how my body yearns for You!
…deeply fascinated by Your existence
Craving so treacherous that I am led to divine madness
Clinging to anyone, anything, that can ease my burning
and nothing does….and no one comes
Alone, by reasons beyond a wild imagination
Immersed in mucky transformation
unholy made Ugly by fear and mistrust
of myself, of desire, of the fucking gravity of the words
YES
PLEASE
YES
clotting, thickening, open wound
running at the thought of wanting it
needing You,
… need
fantasizing unfelt thrusts
a face
a memory
a body’s perfume
for the sake of fate? deliberately stalking my heart’s content
intellectually running
wait!
please
i can say it……..i can say it...
please,
don’t let me go
don’t let me go
just
don’t
Marrow
She said, “We bring out the worst in each other.”
He said, “I don’t know what you mean?”
She said, “We haven’t had sex in a year.”
He said, “Are you trying to pick a fight or something?”
She said, “I’m not sure how I feel.”
He said, “Well, that isn’t my fault.”
She said, “Then I guess I’ll just leave.”
He said,
“…huh?”
After the silence comes the scream
From inside out,
Out to in again.
After the scream the shudder begins
From back to front,
Front to back again.
Grabbing fists full of senescent flesh…
Hear the bellows of unrestrained rage…
Cleaving out any memory of us…
Until only the marrow remains…
-kyuuri
