Roads to Here

Unkind and disingenuous


a liar of emotion


someone who could never be open


a mother


who cannot trust.


And who does she think she is?


pitting him against me,


drowing in self pity


straight faced and heavy jawed.


She makes me sick sometimes


with her needless whining,


that only shows up in certain company.


She is such a fraud...


and i hate everything about her


that resembles anything about me.


I expected more


and I shouldn't have


she is only a human being after all


clueless to her own participation


to her own hatred and selfish greed.


She has no idea the levels to which she feels envious


and scorned -


a bitter woman